I'm no longer pregnant. I had my surgery yesterday and I can honestly say that I'm happy with the situation. I feel so much better because of it. I feel that I can move on and find some enjoyment in my life again. This has just given me a chance to start again; I'm no longer emotional but clear headed and actually happy. I'm really shocked that I feel like this. I thought I might be emotional or sad or regretful. But I know 100% that I made the right decision. It cost me a morning off work and yes, it was hard going through surgery because I don't like it or needles, but it was quick and it was painless.
It was worth it for both me and the baby. Because the child would not have had a good quality of life and I know that when I do get pregnant, I will do it because it's the right time. Because I'm in love and because both me and my partner want to do it.